If I'm Gone

I don't know why...
Lately, I felt so sad adding with happy I guess...
Happy to memorize about all of my sweet SAHABATs...
My friends...
Even You are far away from me...
But when I remembered the past, it make me feel happy...
Feel sad and about to cry...
Why I can't feel the same way here, now?
Just like I have throw my heart away...
Or I don't want to fill it with the new memories...
Am I?
Sometimes I don't know where, and who can I share...
My story, my feeling, my problems, my life and...
All I know, I must turn to Allah first...
That's, what I must do...
So do You...
One of my friends told me that...
I can share with others if I want...
The one who also love Allah Taala & Rasulullah...
I felt so relieved after sharing with others a little bit...
How about You?

Every time when I heard You said...
"Here not same just like when we are all together...
Different environment...
Different place...
Different and different...
Miss all of it!"

At that moment,
I try to act normal,
Calm You with appropriate words,
Think positive...
But I can't lie to my heart...
If I can go back to the past...
I want to fly back...
But, my friends...
We must always move forward...
And that is the reality of our life...
Choose the right path...
What kind of person we want to be...
SAHABAT2 Ku...
This is the best way...
To have the best, meaningful and precious life...

My friends...
If I'm gone...
I will never have the opportunity to say this...
Thank You my beloved friends...
For being my best friends till now...
Sorry for not being a good friend...
Sorry for all of my mistakes...
Sorry for not understanding You...
Sorry for the wrong words that I said to You...
Sorry!

So, for now...
What we must do is to be the best friend...
Ukhuwah Fillah Abadan Abada...





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