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Assalamu'alaikum wbt... Salam Ceria & Salam Bahagia! (^___^)

Hai U'olllsss!!! Long time no see and write in this blog.. Quite busy with life.. hehe.. About 2 years I'm not writing here. Hurmmm.. But today I just want to share a story about me.. Now, I am working girl since September 2012.. Already graduate from University Malaysia Pahang on October 2012.. 

The feeling as a working person & as a student is not the same anymore.. I'm trying to remember back when I am a student, that I always want go to work quickly. I think maybe that time I have a lot assignments to do. haha.. Now, the dream is come true. I'm a working girl.. New thing to learn and to do.. From an engineering student then jump into IT company. Nice! Just grab the opportunity offered to me.. And about a year ++ with Crespro Technologies Sdn Bhd as a permanent staff.. Before this, as a contract staff at Xbeam Sdn Bhd.. So unexpectedly, I got the offer from Crespro Technologies on the last day contract at Xbeam. Alhamdulillah.. Rezeki dari Allah Taala.. So many thing I got here and still learn to improve my skills. Besides, I also involved with a few community to help others to know & learn about Islam.. "Islam is The Way of Life". By involved with this community, help & lead me a lot to focus on the mission we live in this world; Strive for Mardhatillah! 

Last but not least, hope I can share more about life here.. C U soon! =D

Industrial Training 16 May - 5 August 2011

ANTAWARA SDN. BHD.

Assalamu'alaikum... w.b.t

I'm back! Home sweet home... About 4 month I'm not writing. But today is a good day. Alhamdulillah... Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi... Today our SV UMP (Puan Yasmin Binti Abdul Wahab) was visiting us with her husband. I'm glad becoz everything is going well. But I'm still worried about the progress of Retrofit project at Kapar, Selangor (Stesen Janaelektrik Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz). Hope our company will finish it successfully on time. The experience to join with this company is so meaningful to me. I have ever imagine to jointly involved in the company of electrical contractors. I have good time there even so many obstacle we must face with especially mentally was the main part. Each jobs or activities that we will join or already join have something valuable and meaningful things which we can listen, learn & follow... It's up to us on how we want to face it and be a part of it. The important thing is patience and perseverance. This is the real working environment which I will ever forget (Difficult to Forget). Times run so fast... Next week is my last week at Antawara Sdn. Bhd. or Antatech Sdn. Bhd. Honestly, I feel muffled when approaching in time for me to leave... huhu...

'Difficult to Forget'

First day we came in this company, we have a good welcome. hehe...

Sekelumit Rasa Ingin Menghargai

Bukan balasan yg ku inginkan.
Bukan perhatian yg ku harapkan.
Bukan janji yg ingin ku tuntutkan.

Bukan...

Apa yg ku harapkan,
Moga ada Sekelumit Rasa Ingin Menghargai...
Rasa yg lahir dari hatimu utk kau mengertikan...

Diriku...
Hanyalah diriku,
Orang kebanyakkan...
Bukan org yg berjawatan tinggi,
Bukan jua hartawan,
Bukan jua rupawan,
Bukan, bukan dan bukan insan yg sempurna...

Adakah aku yg tak memahami,
Adakah aku yg sering menyakiti,
Adakah aku yg sering mengecewakan,
Adakah aku sememangnya tak diperlukan lg...

Hati ini kadang-kala sukar ku mengertikan.
Adakala kau kelihatannya gembira & suka bersamaku,
Tp adakalanya kau seolah-olah rimas & bosan bersamaku.
Mengapakah ini terjadi?

Tolong jgn tinggalkan aku...
Teruslah bersamaku...

Ketika senang dan susah,
Suka dan duka,
Lapang dan sempit,
Kaya dan miskin.

Jangan pernah berhenti...
Aku perlukan bimbingan...
Teruslah beri peringatan kepadaku...
Duhai para pendakwah sekalian...


~Ujian adalah... Tarbiyyah dari Allah... Apakah kita kan sabar... Ataupun sebaliknya~

Di Suatu Petang

Deruman enjin kedengaran deras. Perlahan-lahan kenderaan yg dinaiki cik Puteri mula bergerak utk menuju ke destinasinya. Dari dlm bas, Puteri memandang keluar tingkap. Meneliti dan mengamati apa saja yg terlihatkan oleh matanya.

"Subhanallah... Cantik dan Indahnya ciptaan Allah."

"Nk bergambarlah..." Gumamnya di dalam hati.

Selepas satu, satu dan satu lg gambar yg di snap menggunakan hansetnya yg tak berapa canggih utk disimpan buat kenang-kenangan sepanjang perjalanan. Kadang-kadang jadi gambar yg disnap dan kadang-kadang tak jadi pula. Mana taknya, kenderaan sedang bergerak la katekan. Sudah semestinya gambarnya jadi seperti berlari-lari akibat gegaran.

"Kalo tak delete, penuh pula memory ni..." kata Puteri sendiri.

"Seronok juga dpt conquer dua seat ni sorg-sorg. Satu utk duduk, satu utk letak brg. hehe..."

30 minit perjalanan yg dilalui terasa agak bosan juga tanpa berbuat apa-apa. MP3 pun dikeluarkan dari dalam kocek utk didengari. Select 'Music' - 'All Song' dan seterusnya lagu yg ingin didengari Puteri pilih... 'Debu-Debu Dosa'. Nyanyian kumpulan Hijjaz..

"Lama tak dengar lagu ni."

Bermonolog sendiri. Tiba-tiba rasa sayu bertandang di hati.

"Astaghfirullahal'azim... Ya Allah, ampunkan dosaku. Terasa diri ini bnyk berbuat dosa. Amanah yg dipikul tak ku galasnya dgn baik. Alasan demi alasan sering ku berikan utk mengelak & menjauh. Mengapa dgn diriku ini?"

Teringat kata-kata Ustazah.

"Jika menghadapi masalah atau ada sesuatu yg berlaku pd diri, teruslah mengadu kepada Allah. Allah selalu ada utk kita. Mengadulah sepuas hati."

Kedengaran esak tangis Puteri sendirian menyesali kesilapan diri.

"Adakah mungkin akan ku peroleh pengampunan dariMU Ya Allah..."

Terngiang-ngiang pesanan Ustazah lagi.

"Janganlah berputus asa dari Rahmat Allah Taala. Allah Yang Maha Pengampun, Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, Allah Yang Maha Penyayang... Ingatlah, Allah Taala Maha Menerima Taubat hamba-hambanya. Berusahalah sedaya mungkin agar kita mendapat pengampunanNYA. Kembalilah kepada Allah Taala"

Tanpa sedar, bas yg dinaiki telah tiba di destinasi yg dituju. Lamunan puteri pun terhenti.

"Eh, sampai dh... Alhamdulillah..."


~Andainya dpt kau dengarkan... Tidak sempurna keimanan tanpa keislaman, keislaman tanpa iman kan jd rapuh.... Senyum & Berbahagialah always...~

Ice Cream Oh Ice Cream… Klingx10…

STOPx3!!!

“I want to buy some…”

“Which one miss do U want? We have variety of ice cream here. U only need to choose and decide.”

“Wait a second ya uncle.”

“Ermm… I want to try this one and that one.”

“I love it! So delicious… Wow!!! Alhamdulillah…”

“U want it?”

“For me?”

“Nope, this is not for me but for U… hahaha…”

“Why it is not for me?”

“Because, it is special only for ‘U’. Understand? Do U get it or not?”

“Ahaaa… Now, I get it. Ooo… It seems that U try to trick me ya. Hehu… Kumawo.”

“Doitashimashite…”

“Hurm, such an innocent person U are and very nice friend. I like to be friend with U.”

“It’s hard to say into words but when I’m with U, I always remember Allah Taala, I feel comfortable, I feel calm, smile happily and many more.”

“When eat the ice cream, it’s create so much harmony in my heart. Sweet taste and cold give the good sense to me. Beautiful day!”

“Tuk2, hello… do U still daydreaming? Wake up ur mind. Let’s go or we’ll be late. We have an important appointment to attend. Compulsory U know…”

“Relax my friend. Stay calm. Don’t rushing.”

“Okai, I know… Let’s go now. Don’t waste the precious moment in our life.”

~Take a step to change ur life. Appreciate the life U have. My friend had told me that, ‎"Give thanks to Allah...cintai Allah!" Sesiapa yg lebih mementingkn sstu yg dcintainya drp cintanya kpd Allah, beerti hatinya sakit maka tidaklah dia bahagia dgn apa yg dia ade...~

Wallahu’alam… =)