Di Suatu Petang

Deruman enjin kedengaran deras. Perlahan-lahan kenderaan yg dinaiki cik Puteri mula bergerak utk menuju ke destinasinya. Dari dlm bas, Puteri memandang keluar tingkap. Meneliti dan mengamati apa saja yg terlihatkan oleh matanya.

"Subhanallah... Cantik dan Indahnya ciptaan Allah."

"Nk bergambarlah..." Gumamnya di dalam hati.

Selepas satu, satu dan satu lg gambar yg di snap menggunakan hansetnya yg tak berapa canggih utk disimpan buat kenang-kenangan sepanjang perjalanan. Kadang-kadang jadi gambar yg disnap dan kadang-kadang tak jadi pula. Mana taknya, kenderaan sedang bergerak la katekan. Sudah semestinya gambarnya jadi seperti berlari-lari akibat gegaran.

"Kalo tak delete, penuh pula memory ni..." kata Puteri sendiri.

"Seronok juga dpt conquer dua seat ni sorg-sorg. Satu utk duduk, satu utk letak brg. hehe..."

30 minit perjalanan yg dilalui terasa agak bosan juga tanpa berbuat apa-apa. MP3 pun dikeluarkan dari dalam kocek utk didengari. Select 'Music' - 'All Song' dan seterusnya lagu yg ingin didengari Puteri pilih... 'Debu-Debu Dosa'. Nyanyian kumpulan Hijjaz..

"Lama tak dengar lagu ni."

Bermonolog sendiri. Tiba-tiba rasa sayu bertandang di hati.

"Astaghfirullahal'azim... Ya Allah, ampunkan dosaku. Terasa diri ini bnyk berbuat dosa. Amanah yg dipikul tak ku galasnya dgn baik. Alasan demi alasan sering ku berikan utk mengelak & menjauh. Mengapa dgn diriku ini?"

Teringat kata-kata Ustazah.

"Jika menghadapi masalah atau ada sesuatu yg berlaku pd diri, teruslah mengadu kepada Allah. Allah selalu ada utk kita. Mengadulah sepuas hati."

Kedengaran esak tangis Puteri sendirian menyesali kesilapan diri.

"Adakah mungkin akan ku peroleh pengampunan dariMU Ya Allah..."

Terngiang-ngiang pesanan Ustazah lagi.

"Janganlah berputus asa dari Rahmat Allah Taala. Allah Yang Maha Pengampun, Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, Allah Yang Maha Penyayang... Ingatlah, Allah Taala Maha Menerima Taubat hamba-hambanya. Berusahalah sedaya mungkin agar kita mendapat pengampunanNYA. Kembalilah kepada Allah Taala"

Tanpa sedar, bas yg dinaiki telah tiba di destinasi yg dituju. Lamunan puteri pun terhenti.

"Eh, sampai dh... Alhamdulillah..."


~Andainya dpt kau dengarkan... Tidak sempurna keimanan tanpa keislaman, keislaman tanpa iman kan jd rapuh.... Senyum & Berbahagialah always...~

Ice Cream Oh Ice Cream… Klingx10…

STOPx3!!!

“I want to buy some…”

“Which one miss do U want? We have variety of ice cream here. U only need to choose and decide.”

“Wait a second ya uncle.”

“Ermm… I want to try this one and that one.”

“I love it! So delicious… Wow!!! Alhamdulillah…”

“U want it?”

“For me?”

“Nope, this is not for me but for U… hahaha…”

“Why it is not for me?”

“Because, it is special only for ‘U’. Understand? Do U get it or not?”

“Ahaaa… Now, I get it. Ooo… It seems that U try to trick me ya. Hehu… Kumawo.”

“Doitashimashite…”

“Hurm, such an innocent person U are and very nice friend. I like to be friend with U.”

“It’s hard to say into words but when I’m with U, I always remember Allah Taala, I feel comfortable, I feel calm, smile happily and many more.”

“When eat the ice cream, it’s create so much harmony in my heart. Sweet taste and cold give the good sense to me. Beautiful day!”

“Tuk2, hello… do U still daydreaming? Wake up ur mind. Let’s go or we’ll be late. We have an important appointment to attend. Compulsory U know…”

“Relax my friend. Stay calm. Don’t rushing.”

“Okai, I know… Let’s go now. Don’t waste the precious moment in our life.”

~Take a step to change ur life. Appreciate the life U have. My friend had told me that, ‎"Give thanks to Allah...cintai Allah!" Sesiapa yg lebih mementingkn sstu yg dcintainya drp cintanya kpd Allah, beerti hatinya sakit maka tidaklah dia bahagia dgn apa yg dia ade...~

Wallahu’alam… =)

???

Meet again...

Do U want to know?

Seems like "Curious" about something...

hmm... Curious... "Curiosity"? What is that?

Is it the words from Curi + Siti? No, that's not it... Absolutely not... hehe...

"Curiosity" is an important trait of a genius.

But why is "Curiosity" so important?

What we must understand is "Curiosity" can be a part of our life.

I said so because without "Curiosity" we can't gain the answer for any questions played in our mind... It's true. When we curious about something, we will seek the truth for the story. Don't just listened and believed any news come out or publish to the public without any query.

Sometimes, people always judge somebody to the negative sided after the first glance. That's why so many crisis happen among us nowadays.

So, we must be a person that have:

1. Keep an open mind

2. Don't take things as granted

3. Ask question relentlessly

4. Don't label something as 'boring'

5. See learning as something fun

6. Read diverse kinds of reading

7. Don't spend too much time on just one world.


Just like when a kid that always ask questions to his pa & ma. "Papa Mama, What is that? Why they do that kind of stuff? Why they always behave like that? When will the moon come out? Which one is the best choice? Where are they going?" Sometimes, we also like this which have so many questions in mind that need to be answered.

Seek the truth first before make any assumptions...

Hope we can try to think positive and let's do the heart renovation!

(^__^)

Istimewa Buat Abah & Mak Kesayangan

Ayah

Ketika berjauhan
Masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah
Betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu
Hadir menemaniku

Terbayang ketenangan
Yang selalu kau pamerkan
Bagaikan tiada keresahan

Walau hatimu sering terluka
Tika diriku terlanjur kata
Tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan
Diriku sendirian
Ketika ku dalam kedukaan
Kau mendakap penuh pengertian
Di saat diriku kehampaan
Kau setia mengajarku
Erti kekuatan

Terpancar kebanggaan
Dalam senyummu
Melihatku berjaya
Bilaku kegagalan
Tak kau biarkan
Aku terus kecewa

Dengan kata azimat
Engkau nyalakan semangat
Restu dan doa kau iringkan

Terbayang ketenangan
Yang selalu kau pamerkan
Bagaikan tiada keresahan

Tak dapatku bayangkan
Hidupku ayah
Tanpa engkau di sisi
Semua kasih sayang
Yang kau curahkan
Tersemat di hati

Buatmu Ibu

Ibu bergenang airmataku
Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu
Kudusnya kasih yang engkau hamparkan
Bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan
Tidak pun kau merasa jemu
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu
Dari kecil hingga dewasa

Hidupmu kau korbankan
Biarpun dirimu telah terkorban
Tak dapat ku balasi
Akan semua ini
Semoga Tuhan memberkati kehidupanmu ibu

Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan
Kerana di situ letak syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai
Itulah harta yang kau berikan

Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan
Kerana di situ letaknya syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasihanilah Tuhan
Ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku
Bagaikan kasih ibu sewaktu kecilku
Moga bahagia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana
Moga bahagia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana

~DOA UNTUK IBU BAPA~

"Ya Allah
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkan hatiku untuk mereka

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas
didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas
kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah
mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan
atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya
dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan
mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan
kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi
syafa'at untuk mereka,sehingga kami semua berkumpul
bersama dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman
yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu... .

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha
Agung, serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan Engkaulah
yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih."

Amin Ya Rabbul Alamin..


**Abah... Mak... Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa anakmu...**

"TuT TuT" @ ReMuK

From Cambodia... hehe...

Only 5 days left...

So many places we've been going around Phnom Penh, Cambodia. Today the second day after yesterday we were riding "TuT TuT" with 6 person on it... Wow, sounds like a train. Is it? hahaha... But it's not. "TuT TuT" is one of public transportations here. Just like a "Beca". But "Beca" is using bicycle while "TuT TuT" is using a motorcycle. Each time we went out from hotel, the "TuT TuT" driver will offer to ride us around Phnom Penh especially to historic sites. Sometimes, difficult to choose which one "TuT TuT" has good services and more cheaper to pay. hahaha... Just want to save some money for another requirements. The special when riding "TuT TuT", we can saw each place that we were driving to... At the same time, we can take some pictures. Nowadays, I become a good photographer. I like it! I took many pictures I like to keep them as my memories.

Today, 6 of us were going to UNFPA (United Nations Population Fund) by "TuT TuT'. I'm so excited and happy because 6 of us together rode in one "TuT TuT". After 'Tawar Menawar' we must paid for riding it about $5 dollar for 2 ways. UNFPA is an international development agency that promotes the right of every women, man and child to enjoy a life of health and equal opportunities. UNFPA supports countries in using population data for policies and programmes to reduce poverty and to ensure that every pregnancy is wanted, every birth is safe, every young person is free of HIV and AIDS, and every girl and woman is treated with dignity and respect. After that, all of us went to the Department of Higher Education (Ministry of Education,Youth and Sports). But, nothing we got there because we didn't bring University official letter if we want to get the informations needed there. So, we just leave that place. I felt a little dissapointed. huhu... But it's ok because that was my own mistake.

The "TuT TuT" driver already wait for us. Then, we ask the driver if he can take us to the independant monument on the way back to our hotel but the driver ask for us to add $1 dollar more. So, we just agree to pay. I'm happy when looking to everyone face that also happy... After taking some pictures, we head back to the hotel immediately. Alhamdulillah, we arrived safely in front of the hotel...=)