Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Misi Mencari dan Terus Mencari

Kini..
Dipenghujung tahun 2015..

Setelah pelbagai peristiwa yg berlaku, yg dihadapi, yg dilalui,
Inilah kehidupan..
Terkadang kita mencari hala tuju ke arah mana sebenarnya jln yg nk dilalui..
Di Utara kah,
Di Barat kah,
Di Timur kah,
atau Di Selatan..

Alhamdulillah..Syukur Ya Allah..
Kami masih diberikan kesempatan utk hidup bg memperbaiki diri & menambahkan amalan..
Kesabaran,
Ketabahan,
Kepercayaan,
Keyakinan,
Pergantungan kpd Allah Taala,
Kuncinya..

Bersama Crespro Sdn Bhd adalah satu pengalaman,.
Bersama Pasti Putrajaya adalah satu penghargaan..
Walau di mana sahaja kita ditempatkan pasti ia memberi 1001 macam warna warni kehidupan.
Untungnya bagi mereka yg menghargai setiap saat yg dilalui.
Terlalu bnyk pengalaman & pengajaran yg dikutip..
Terima kasih buat semuanya..

"Let's Move On!"
"Keep It Up!"
"Looking Forward"

InshaAllah, andai berkesempatan..
Bertemu kita pada tahun 2016,
Pekerjaan baru,
Bos baru,
Suasana baru,
Kawan2 baru,
Dan..

To be continue..

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

#MudahnyaMenjemputRezeki


Let's Read & Become a Good Reader!
Beberapa kali juga diulang membaca buku ini. Alhamdulillah.. Diberi kesempatan untuk mengisi masa yang ada sebaiknya.

"Sesungguhnya Dia memberi rezeki kepada sesiapa yang dikehendaki-Nya dengan tidak terhitung jumlahnya."

Buku ini banyak memberi pengajaran & panduan untuk kita perbaiki serta tingkatkan amalan seharian dalam kehidupan. Rezeki bukan hanya dalam bentuk harta dan wang ringgit atau makanan minuman, tapi ilmu pengetahuan juga adalah rezeki, kesihatan yang baik juga adalah rezeki, kebahagiaan juga adalah rezeki dan sebagainya. Sumber rezeki itu datangnya daripada Allah.

Milik kita belum tentu adalah rezeki kita. Apa yang didapati melalui usaha kita, terdapat padanya rezeki orang lain samada rezeki itu rezeki orang yang kita kenal, juga rezeki orang yang kita tak kenal. Kita akan mengetahuinya apabila milik kita itu habis dimanfaatkan.

Bila sudah rezeki, memang akan tiba juga. Tidak berkurang sedikit pun. Tidak terlewat atau lebih cepat walau sesaat. Jadi mengapa kita perlu berkeluh-kesah dikala saatnya belum tiba?

Allah Taala berfirman yang bermaksud:
"Sesiapa bertaqwa kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar. Dan memberi rezeki kepadanya tanpa disangka-sangka. Dan sesiapa yang bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan yang dikehendaki-Nya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu."
(Ath-Thalaq 65: 2-3)

Moga sama-sama kita dapat amalkan & praktikkan apa yang telah dipelajari ini sebaiknya.
InshaAllah.. Rabbi yassir wa la tu 'assir rabbi tammim bilkhair.. (^____^)


Monday, March 17, 2014

NEW!!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamu'alaikum wbt... Salam Ceria & Salam Bahagia! (^___^)

Hai U'olllsss!!! Long time no see and write in this blog.. Quite busy with life.. hehe.. About 2 years I'm not writing here. Hurmmm.. But today I just want to share a story about me.. Now, I am working girl since September 2012.. Already graduate from University Malaysia Pahang on October 2012.. 

The feeling as a working person & as a student is not the same anymore.. I'm trying to remember back when I am a student, that I always want go to work quickly. I think maybe that time I have a lot assignments to do. haha.. Now, the dream is come true. I'm a working girl.. New thing to learn and to do.. From an engineering student then jump into IT company. Nice! Just grab the opportunity offered to me.. And about a year ++ with Crespro Technologies Sdn Bhd as a permanent staff.. Before this, as a contract staff at Xbeam Sdn Bhd.. So unexpectedly, I got the offer from Crespro Technologies on the last day contract at Xbeam. Alhamdulillah.. Rezeki dari Allah Taala.. So many thing I got here and still learn to improve my skills. Besides, I also involved with a few community to help others to know & learn about Islam.. "Islam is The Way of Life". By involved with this community, help & lead me a lot to focus on the mission we live in this world; Strive for Mardhatillah! 

Last but not least, hope I can share more about life here.. C U soon! =D




Thursday, July 28, 2011

Industrial Training 16 May - 5 August 2011

ANTAWARA SDN. BHD.



Assalamu'alaikum... w.b.t




I'm back! Home sweet home... About 4 month I'm not writing. But today is a good day. Alhamdulillah... Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi... Today our SV UMP (Puan Yasmin Binti Abdul Wahab) was visiting us with her husband. I'm glad becoz everything is going well. But I'm still worried about the progress of Retrofit project at Kapar, Selangor (Stesen Janaelektrik Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz). Hope our company will finish it successfully on time. The experience to join with this company is so meaningful to me. I have ever imagine to jointly involved in the company of electrical contractors. I have good time there even so many obstacle we must face with especially mentally was the main part. Each jobs or activities that we will join or already join have something valuable and meaningful things which we can listen, learn & follow... It's up to us on how we want to face it and be a part of it. The important thing is patience and perseverance. This is the real working environment which I will ever forget (Difficult to Forget). Times run so fast... Next week is my last week at Antawara Sdn. Bhd. or Antatech Sdn. Bhd. Honestly, I feel muffled when approaching in time for me to leave... huhu...



'Difficult to Forget'



First day we came in this company, we have a good welcome. hehe...






Monday, March 14, 2011

Sekelumit Rasa Ingin Menghargai

Bukan balasan yg ku inginkan.
Bukan perhatian yg ku harapkan.
Bukan janji yg ingin ku tuntutkan.

Bukan...

Apa yg ku harapkan,
Moga ada Sekelumit Rasa Ingin Menghargai...
Rasa yg lahir dari hatimu utk kau mengertikan...

Diriku...
Hanyalah diriku,
Orang kebanyakkan...
Bukan org yg berjawatan tinggi,
Bukan jua hartawan,
Bukan jua rupawan,
Bukan, bukan dan bukan insan yg sempurna...

Adakah aku yg tak memahami,
Adakah aku yg sering menyakiti,
Adakah aku yg sering mengecewakan,
Adakah aku sememangnya tak diperlukan lg...

Hati ini kadang-kala sukar ku mengertikan.
Adakala kau kelihatannya gembira & suka bersamaku,
Tp adakalanya kau seolah-olah rimas & bosan bersamaku.
Mengapakah ini terjadi?

Tolong jgn tinggalkan aku...
Teruslah bersamaku...

Ketika senang dan susah,
Suka dan duka,
Lapang dan sempit,
Kaya dan miskin.

Jangan pernah berhenti...
Aku perlukan bimbingan...
Teruslah beri peringatan kepadaku...
Duhai para pendakwah sekalian...



~Ujian adalah... Tarbiyyah dari Allah... Apakah kita kan sabar... Ataupun sebaliknya~


Monday, February 28, 2011

Di Suatu Petang

Deruman enjin kedengaran deras. Perlahan-lahan kenderaan yg dinaiki cik Puteri mula bergerak utk menuju ke destinasinya. Dari dlm bas, Puteri memandang keluar tingkap. Meneliti dan mengamati apa saja yg terlihatkan oleh matanya.

"Subhanallah... Cantik dan Indahnya ciptaan Allah."

"Nk bergambarlah..." Gumamnya di dalam hati.

Selepas satu, satu dan satu lg gambar yg di snap menggunakan hansetnya yg tak berapa canggih utk disimpan buat kenang-kenangan sepanjang perjalanan. Kadang-kadang jadi gambar yg disnap dan kadang-kadang tak jadi pula. Mana taknya, kenderaan sedang bergerak la katekan. Sudah semestinya gambarnya jadi seperti berlari-lari akibat gegaran.

"Kalo tak delete, penuh pula memory ni..." kata Puteri sendiri.

"Seronok juga dpt conquer dua seat ni sorg-sorg. Satu utk duduk, satu utk letak brg. hehe..."

30 minit perjalanan yg dilalui terasa agak bosan juga tanpa berbuat apa-apa. MP3 pun dikeluarkan dari dalam kocek utk didengari. Select 'Music' - 'All Song' dan seterusnya lagu yg ingin didengari Puteri pilih... 'Debu-Debu Dosa'. Nyanyian kumpulan Hijjaz..

"Lama tak dengar lagu ni."

Bermonolog sendiri. Tiba-tiba rasa sayu bertandang di hati.

"Astaghfirullahal'azim... Ya Allah, ampunkan dosaku. Terasa diri ini bnyk berbuat dosa. Amanah yg dipikul tak ku galasnya dgn baik. Alasan demi alasan sering ku berikan utk mengelak & menjauh. Mengapa dgn diriku ini?"

Teringat kata-kata Ustazah.

"Jika menghadapi masalah atau ada sesuatu yg berlaku pd diri, teruslah mengadu kepada Allah. Allah selalu ada utk kita. Mengadulah sepuas hati."

Kedengaran esak tangis Puteri sendirian menyesali kesilapan diri.

"Adakah mungkin akan ku peroleh pengampunan dariMU Ya Allah..."

Terngiang-ngiang pesanan Ustazah lagi.

"Janganlah berputus asa dari Rahmat Allah Taala. Allah Yang Maha Pengampun, Allah Yang Maha Pemurah, Allah Yang Maha Penyayang... Ingatlah, Allah Taala Maha Menerima Taubat hamba-hambanya. Berusahalah sedaya mungkin agar kita mendapat pengampunanNYA. Kembalilah kepada Allah Taala"

Tanpa sedar, bas yg dinaiki telah tiba di destinasi yg dituju. Lamunan puteri pun terhenti.

"Eh, sampai dh... Alhamdulillah..."


~Andainya dpt kau dengarkan... Tidak sempurna keimanan tanpa keislaman, keislaman tanpa iman kan jd rapuh.... Senyum & Berbahagialah always...~


Friday, February 11, 2011

Ice Cream Oh Ice Cream… Klingx10…







STOPx3!!!


“I want to buy some…”


“Which one miss do U want? We have variety of ice cream here. U only need to choose and decide.”


“Wait a second ya uncle.”

“Ermm… I want to try this one and that one.”

“I love it! So delicious… Wow!!! Alhamdulillah…”

“U want it?”


“For me?”

“Nope, this is not for me but for U… hahaha…”


“Why it is not for me?”


“Because, it is special only for ‘U’. Understand? Do U get it or not?”


“Ahaaa… Now, I get it. Ooo… It seems that U try to trick me ya. Hehu… Kumawo.”


“Doitashimashite…”

“Hurm, such an innocent person U are and very nice friend. I like to be friend with U.”


“It’s hard to say into words but when I’m with U, I always remember Allah Taala, I feel comfortable, I feel calm, smile happily and many more.”

“When eat the ice cream, it’s create so much harmony in my heart. Sweet taste and cold give the good sense to me. Beautiful day!”


“Tuk2, hello… do U still daydreaming? Wake up ur mind. Let’s go or we’ll be late. We have an important appointment to attend. Compulsory U know…”


“Relax my friend. Stay calm. Don’t rushing.”


“Okai, I know… Let’s go now. Don’t waste the precious moment in our life.”


~Take a step to change ur life. Appreciate the life U have. My friend had told me that, "Give thanks to Allah...cintai Allah!" Sesiapa yg lebih mementingkn sstu yg dcintainya drp cintanya kpd Allah, beerti hatinya sakit maka tidaklah dia bahagia dgn apa yg dia ade...~


Wallahu’alam… =)

Saturday, January 29, 2011

???




Meet again...

Do U want to know?

Seems like "Curious" about something...


hmm... Curious... "Curiosity"? What is that?

Is it the words from Curi + Siti? No, that's not it... Absolutely not... hehe...

"Curiosity" is an important trait of a genius.

But why is "Curiosity" so important?


What we must understand is "Curiosity" can be a part of our life.

I said so because without "Curiosity" we can't gain the answer for any questions played in our mind... It's true. When we curious about something, we will seek the truth for the story. Don't just listened and believed any news come out or publish to the public without any query.

Sometimes, people always judge somebody to the negative sided after the first glance. That's why so many crisis happen among us nowadays.


So, we must be a person that have:


1. Keep an open mind

2. Don't take things as granted

3. Ask question relentlessly

4. Don't label something as 'boring'

5. See learning as something fun

6. Read diverse kinds of reading

7. Don't spend too much time on just one world.


Just like when a kid that always ask questions to his pa & ma. "Papa Mama, What is that? Why they do that kind of stuff? Why they always behave like that? When will the moon come out? Which one is the best choice? Where are they going?" Sometimes, we also like this which have so many questions in mind that need to be answered.

Seek the truth first before make any assumptions...

Hope we can try to think positive and let's do the heart renovation!

(^__^)





Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Istimewa Buat Abah & Mak Kesayangan

Ayah

Ketika berjauhan
Masihku rasa hangat kasihmu ayah
Betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu
Hadir menemaniku


Terbayang ketenangan
Yang selalu kau pamerkan
Bagaikan tiada keresahan


Walau hatimu sering terluka
Tika diriku terlanjur kata
Tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan
Diriku sendirian
Ketika ku dalam kedukaan
Kau mendakap penuh pengertian
Di saat diriku kehampaan
Kau setia mengajarku
Erti kekuatan


Terpancar kebanggaan
Dalam senyummu
Melihatku berjaya
Bilaku kegagalan
Tak kau biarkan
Aku terus kecewa


Dengan kata azimat
Engkau nyalakan semangat
Restu dan doa kau iringkan


Terbayang ketenangan
Yang selalu kau pamerkan
Bagaikan tiada keresahan


Tak dapatku bayangkan
Hidupku ayah
Tanpa engkau di sisi
Semua kasih sayang
Yang kau curahkan
Tersemat di hati


Buatmu Ibu

Ibu bergenang airmataku
Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu
Kudusnya kasih yang engkau hamparkan
Bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan
Tidak pun kau merasa jemu
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu
Dari kecil hingga dewasa

Hidupmu kau korbankan
Biarpun dirimu telah terkorban
Tak dapat ku balasi
Akan semua ini
Semoga Tuhan memberkati kehidupanmu ibu

Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan
Kerana di situ letak syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai
Itulah harta yang kau berikan

Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan
Kerana di situ letaknya syurgaku

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan

Kasihanilah Tuhan
Ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku
Bagaikan kasih ibu sewaktu kecilku
Moga bahagia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana
Moga bahagia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana



~DOA UNTUK IBU BAPA~

"Ya Allah
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkan hatiku untuk mereka

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas
didikan mereka padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas
kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,peliharalah
mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan
atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya
dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan
mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan
kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi
syafa'at untuk mereka,sehingga kami semua berkumpul
bersama dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman
yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu... .

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha
Agung, serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan Engkaulah
yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih."

Amin Ya Rabbul Alamin..


**Abah... Mak... Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa anakmu...**

Monday, December 20, 2010

"TuT TuT" @ ReMuK

From Cambodia... hehe...

Only 5 days left...


So many places we've been going around Phnom Penh, Cambodia. Today the second day after yesterday we were riding "TuT TuT" with 6 person on it... Wow, sounds like a train. Is it? hahaha... But it's not. "TuT TuT" is one of public transportations here. Just like a "Beca". But "Beca" is using bicycle while "TuT TuT" is using a motorcycle. Each time we went out from hotel, the "TuT TuT" driver will offer to ride us around Phnom Penh especially to historic sites. Sometimes, difficult to choose which one "TuT TuT" has good services and more cheaper to pay. hahaha... Just want to save some money for another requirements. The special when riding "TuT TuT", we can saw each place that we were driving to... At the same time, we can take some pictures. Nowadays, I become a good photographer. I like it! I took many pictures I like to keep them as my memories.

Today, 6 of us were going to UNFPA (United Nations Population Fund) by "TuT TuT'. I'm so excited and happy because 6 of us together rode in one "TuT TuT". After 'Tawar Menawar' we must paid for riding it about $5 dollar for 2 ways. UNFPA is an international development agency that promotes the right of every women, man and child to enjoy a life of health and equal opportunities. UNFPA supports countries in using population data for policies and programmes to reduce poverty and to ensure that every pregnancy is wanted, every birth is safe, every young person is free of HIV and AIDS, and every girl and woman is treated with dignity and respect. After that, all of us went to the Department of Higher Education (Ministry of Education,Youth and Sports). But, nothing we got there because we didn't bring University official letter if we want to get the informations needed there. So, we just leave that place. I felt a little dissapointed. huhu... But it's ok because that was my own mistake.

The "TuT TuT" driver already wait for us. Then, we ask the driver if he can take us to the independant monument on the way back to our hotel but the driver ask for us to add $1 dollar more. So, we just agree to pay. I'm happy when looking to everyone face that also happy... After taking some pictures, we head back to the hotel immediately. Alhamdulillah, we arrived safely in front of the hotel...=)


Thursday, December 16, 2010

"One Day Around The World"










Alhamdulillah...
Now, we are here. "Cambodia".
Today is the fifth day... According to the planning, we will be here about 14th days.
Yesterday was the most valuable and meaningful day for all of us. We were visiting 'Madrasah' that located at Kampung Champ area... The journey to the 'Madrasah' about 3 and a half hour. When we were arrived there, so many people were waiting and welcome us. Subhanallah... I myself do not expect that we will welcome like this. Try to imagine. They welcomed us like we were so special person (Yang Berhormat? Artist?) Terharunya... After that, there are another surprise. They treat us so special with the smile on their happy face, with the variety of foods, and drinks. Syukur Ya Allah di atas kurniaanMU buat kami. They are our brotherhood and sisterhood (Muslim). They were so kind even their life so deficient. Stakat ini, students di sana terdiri dari kalangan students lelaki sahaja yg mana mereka yg tinggal di asrama adalah merupakan anak2 yatim... At 'Madrasah' only have 1 room hostel and 1 class for the students.
"Hanya padaMU Ya Allah kami memohon moga dipermudahkan perjalanan hidup mereka di Cambodia ini dalam mencari redhaMU"
A lot of story we were sharing together. Such a kind and great communities they are. Then... Sayu rasa dihati pabila kaki terpaksa kami atur utk meninggalkan perkarangan 'Madrasah'. By looking to their face make me feel want to cry. My sahabat2 were already cry. The time run so fast. Only about an hour and a half we stayed there and then we must prepared to take a leave. 'Perpisahan' adalah saat2 yg pasti sukar utk kita hadapinya walaupn 'Pertemuan' itu hanya seketika cuma.
'Setiap Pertemuan Pasti Ada Perpisahan'. Before that, all of us took some pictures with them as 'kenang-kenangan'. Maybe, there are a few moments that I'm not also include them here... I will edit it next time. C U=)

Wassalam...

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

This is LOVE

Once upon a time...

There was a blind women who used to hate everyone except her boyfriend...
She always used to say that, "I'll marry U if I could see..."
Suddenly, one day someone donated eyes to her and then when she saw her boyfriend,
she was completely astonished because he was also blind...
Her boyfriend then asked her, "Will U marry me now?"
The women simply refused...
So, her boyfriend just smiled and went away and saying...
"JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES" @_@


~The story above we can relate how sincere and grateful ourselves especially to Allah Taala when we have enjoyable given from Allah Taala. Either we become the one who can appreciate and thankful for what we have today or are we can do what we said and promise to others in whatever condition and situation that we must face now or later? Think&Act based on our faith~

Subhanallah...Alhamdulillah....Allahuakbar!!!

The story is taken from my friend notebook.hehe...TQ! (^_^)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Ramadhan & Syawal

16 Syawal 1431...

One month ago, for over one billion Muslims throughout the world, Ramadhan is a special month of the year. During the month of Ramadhan, Muslims fast from dawn to sunset every day. Fasting in the month of Ramadhan is one of the Five Pillars of Islam. Ramadhan was the month in which the first verses of the holy Qur'an were revealed to Prophet Mohammad. It is a time for inner reflection, devotion to God and self-control. The sighting of the new moon at the end of Ramadhan heralds the celebration of Eidul-Fitr.

Now, so many event held after Ramadhan... Most of it have variety of food which being prepared for the guests that were invited. Happy! Feel happy to celebrate Syawal. We also can see it through everyone face. Smiles that draw on the face can give 1000 and more explanations. Eidul-Fitr is the day in Syawal for Muslims to celebrate after winning the competition in fought especially with our lust. But, are we actually winning the competition? Just check it out ourselves... Hope that we can always continue to do 'amal ibadah' just like when we are in Ramadhan... InsyaAllah... Remember each other. Especially when I am making any mistakes. Please feel free to remind me. It's good for us to have each other. Let's Puasa 6 in Syawal. Salam Eidul-Fitr!!!

Thanks... Syukran... Arigato... Terima Kasih=)








Monday, September 6, 2010

If I Fail 2 Plan, I Plan 2 Fail...




Assalamu'alaikum...
Sobahal Khair! Good Morning! Selamat Pagi! Ohio! =)

27 Ramadhan...
Times run so fast. I can't imagine how fast it is. But, what I know is times can't reverse back to the past. So much time I waste for something not important. I'm also less appreciate it very much until now. Why it is happen? Am I don't have any planning on each time I have?


Talk about planning, maybe it's true. I don't have a good planning with my daily life. So that's why, it's hard to achieve what I'm aiming for. Life can be difficult. I hope, I can be a better person today because people are always looking for an influence, someone to look up to, someone to emulate and anything that can create themselves. Weather they will be a good or a bad person.


Besides that, we must be a motivation person that can really impact another human being. From that, we can help change the world by changing ourselves. Change must come from within, to outer side of ourselves. Move forward now, push ourselves, and don't indulge ourselves. Just pick up the dreams faster. Thinks and acts with strategies and make sure it always in a straight line. Then, our life will going smoothly. The most important things is LOVE what we do, what we have in our hand and never REGRET for what happen in our life! Ada HIKMAH disebaliknya...

Just remembered this phrase "If We Fail 2 Plan, We Plan 2 Fail"

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

If I'm Gone

I don't know why...
Lately, I felt so sad adding with happy I guess...
Happy to memorize about all of my sweet SAHABATs...
My friends...
Even You are far away from me...

But when I remembered the past, it make me feel happy...
Feel sad and about to cry...
Why I can't feel the same way here, now?
Just like I have throw my heart away...
Or I don't want to fill it with the new memories...
Am I?
Sometimes I don't know where, and who can I share...
My story, my feeling, my problems, my life and...
All I know, I must turn to Allah first...
That's, what I must do...
So do You...
One of my friends told me that...
I can share with others if I want...
The one who also love Allah Taala & Rasulullah...

I felt so relieved after sharing with others a little bit...
How about You?

Every time when I heard You said...
"Here not same just like when we are all together...
Different environment...
Different place...
Different and different...
Miss all of it!"

At that moment,
I try to act normal,
Calm You with appropriate words,
Think positive...
But I can't lie to my heart...
If I can go back to the past...
I want to fly back...
But, my friends...
We must always move forward...
And that is the reality of our life...
Choose the right path...
What kind of person we want to be...
SAHABAT2 Ku...
This is the best way...
To have the best, meaningful and precious life...

My friends...
If I'm gone...
I will never have the opportunity to say this...
Thank You my beloved friends...
For being my best friends till now...
Sorry for not being a good friend...
Sorry for all of my mistakes...
Sorry for not understanding You...
Sorry for the wrong words that I said to You...
Sorry!

So, for now...
What we must do is to be the best friend...
Ukhuwah Fillah Abadan Abada...





SaLaM TeRaKhiR


Sampaikan salam buat semua
Salam terakhir salam teristimewa
Kepada kau yang tersayang
Pada teman yang ku kenang
Pemergian ku ini tak dirancang

Usah bertanya mengapa aku
Mengucap salam terakhir kepada mu
Kerna waktu berputaran
Bimbang tak berkesempatan
Melahirkan kerinduan terhadapmu

Demi sebuah kenyataan
Yang amat menyakitkan
Aku yang tidak berdaya
Hanya berserah padaNya

Salam akhir
Salam yang teristimewa
KepadaNya ku memohon keampunan
MelaluiNya ku beri kemaafan
Kepadamu

Andainya aku punya waktu
Masih ku ingin mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
Sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadikan saja salam ku di ingatan

Salam ku yang terakhir...=)

Friday, March 5, 2010

U Make Me Smile



Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang...

Alhamdulillah... Syukur...
Thanks to Allah because we still can make a smile.
Today, I would like to talk about a smile or happy face. I think smile is one of the important thing we must have to proceed our life without any worries. Sometimes, people can't make a smile at their face. Then, others may think that maybe they have a problem, they are in a sad situation, they going through some difficulties or many more perceptions we can tell about the people who can't make a smile...


Do you know... There are so many types of smiles...









It depends on us how we want to make & create a sweet smile to others...
I love to share this song lyrics by Raihan ~'SENYUM'~


"Manis wajahmu kulihat di sana
Apa rahsia yang tersirat
Tapi zahirnya dapat kulihat
Mesra wajahmu dengan senyuman


Senyuman... Senyuman
Senyum tanda mesra
Senyum tanda sayang
Senyumlah sedekah yang paling mudah
Senyum di waktu susah
Tanda ketabahan
Senyuman itu tanda keimanan
Senyumlah senyumlah senyumlah senyumlah


Hati yang gundah terasa senang
Bila melihat senyum hatikan tenang
Tapi senyumlah seikhlas hati
Senyuman dari hati jatuh ke hati


Senyumlah senyumlah
Senyumlah seperti Rasulullah
Senyumnya bersinar dengan cahaya
Senyumlah kita hanya kerana Allah
Itulah senyuman bersedekah


Senyumlah senyumlah senyumlah senyumlah
Itulah sedekah yang paling mudah
Tiada terasa terhutang budi
Ikat persahabatan antara kita
Tapi senyum jangan disalah guna
Senyumlah senyumlah senyumlah senyumlah"


I hope we can smile happily from the bottom of our heart. So many miracles will happen only from a smile. This life is so meaningful if everyone like to give a smile. With smile we will grow up to cure our feeling to love and to be love.

"Smile at each other, smile at your parents, smile at your friend, smile at your husband, smile at your wife, smile at your children or someone we meet. It does not matter who it is and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other"

SmiLe Always, SeNyuM SokmO...

Sunday, January 31, 2010



Good Morning!

How r u today? How's your Iman? How's your study? How's your parents? R they fine or not?
Some questions that make us thinking...
R we responsible to all of the obligations that carry on the shoulders?


I don't know whether...
Am I a good slave to Allah?
Am I a good daughter?
Am I a good student?
Am I a good friend?


My Very Best Friends...
I've try to appreciate what I have now.
So,
I want to give a smile,
I want to give the courage,
I want to give the faith,
I want to give the happiness,
I want to give the love,
Actually, I really want to give you everything.
I always remind myself,

"Hidup Untuk Memberi"

Like Ustaz Hasrizal motto which is "Erti Hidup Pada Memberi"


My friends,

I will also happy when you are happy,
and I will be sad if you are in sadness,
Even I will also cry when I see you cry,
that's how I felt...

It's been a long time,
Our daily life is always surround with our friends...
But, it doesn't mean that we have forgot someone far from us...
Our parents...
They are so patient,
Even we can't always be there with them,
They trust on us,
So, please don't let them down...
Prove ourselves to them & to all over the world,
We can do it...
Never Give Up!
Especially to remind myself...





Failure is the starting of SUCCESS...
or it also sometimes mention with this phrase,
Failure is the key of SUCCESS...
~There is no short cut to achieve the success~
GAMBATTE KUDASAI! (^_^)








Saturday, January 30, 2010

Anastasia HEART's

This time, I want to share the lyrics from the song that played in 'Anastasia Movies'. Try to understand it because for me a part of it has a valuable meaning according to our life.


~Journey~


"Heart, don't fail me now!

Courage, don't desert me!

Don't turn back now that we're here,

People always say,

Life is full of choices,

No one ever mentions fear,

Or how the world can seem so vast,

On a journey...

To the past...

Somewhere down this road,

I know someone's waiting,

Years of dreams just can't be wrong...

Arms will open wide,

I'll be safe and wanted,

Finally home where I belong...

Well, starting now,

I'm learning fast...

On this journey...

To the past...

Home, Love, Family...

There was once a time,

I must have had them, too...

Home, Love, Family...

I will never be complete,

Until I find you...

One step at a time,

One hope, then another,

Who knows where this road may go,

Back to who I was,

On to find my future,

Things my heart still needs to know...

Yes, let this be a sign,

Let this road be mine,

Let it lead me to my past...

And bring me home...

At last..."


The main point is never give up. Each of us can achieve what we have desired in this life. Just go on with our life now, never turning back to the past... If we want to memorize the past, just use it as the supporters to make ourselves become a better person. It needs us to have the strongest determinations and courage to success in the journey that we had chose to be. Life is full of choices. Come on! Don't let the obstacle in front of us as the main problems. We know, what we want in this life. The important thing is we must realize, whatever we do just remember that Allah always watching, listening and care for us. Trust to Allah, then we will never disappointing...


"StRiVe 4 MarDhaTiLLaH"



DOA KETIKA DALAM KESEMPITAN HIDUP:


"Dengan nama Allah aku serahkan jiwaku, hartaku dan agamaku (kepadaNYA).

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, jadikan aku redha dengan keputusan-MU,

berikanlah keberkatan terhadap apa yang telah ditakdirkan bagi diriku,

sehingga aku tiada lagi menginginkan penyegeraan apa yang Engkau tundakan

dan tidak pula penundaan apa yang Engkau segerakan."



Wallahu'alam...